will my return disappoint some? neh wat the heck

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

HIs ReTuRn ~~ I lOSt mY RatIoNAliTy

He called - - i was ecstacised - - i totally 4got the sadness he left me before he went to China - - wanna meet me after work-- help him shop for a jacket b4 he flies off this morning to Thailand then Hongkong -- walked arnd the mall, with me following meekly behind him all this while -- cos i dun wan anyone familiar spotting us together. We kept a distance -- its suppose to be underground - - no one should know about it - -

It was cold - - he portrayed a picture of warmth - - something i wanted the past few days - - i dun bother about anything else-- i just want to be cosily cuddled by him - -

Offered to send me home cos its pouring heavily -- In the lift he was very aggressive -- pushed me towards the side of the lift and kissed me hard on my lips -- plunging his tongue deep within -- kissed me down my neck while squeezing my breast -- i was gapsing for air... startled but yet enjoying every moment of it -- i like him having control over me --

let go of me only when the lift reaches my level -- i hurriedly open the door closing it behind me -- his hands were all over me -- told him to give me time to at least remove my make up-- but he didnt register what i said -- drag me to my room and hurriedly removed whatever i was wearing -- made me suck his already hard cock making it even harder and redder - -turned me over and started fucking me real hard -missionery--

it got me real high -- had several orgasm i guess-- cldnt count -- dunno how some gals can count though -- anyway, i made the same mistake again, i allowed him to cum in me -- i lost my usual cool mind--

Rest back a few minutes, dressed up and off he goes to meet his ex for dinner - - i've come to terms with it, if he wants a sex partner -- period-- i'll play along -- plant my feelings elsewhere --

Just went to the doc to get the pill - - better safe then a danny junior - -


p.s. alot of mails of encouragement frm u guys -- i very much appreciate it...thks and hugs
Sexdoll- - feel free to link me up ya--

12 Comments:

  • At Wednesday, November 23, 2005 4:56:00 PM, Anonymous disappointed said…

    OMG,i cant believe you it... this past few days,you wrote how sad you were,and you told us how you going to get over it etc etc... and most of your readers also supported your decisions and console you.. tried in whatevers ways we could to make you become a stronger person...

    and in the end??? you choose to a sex toy for him even though you knew what was on his mind... i rather you had a fling with some guys,at least there are no strings attached and this guy maybe will treat you much better...

    now,he already is attached and has a gf waiting for him at home,and yet you are willing to let him tret you as a SPARE TYRE... wonder whats on your mind...

    you really have disappointed some of us...

     
  • At Wednesday, November 23, 2005 5:00:00 PM, Blogger Devil said…

    Hi, glad that you sort it out. Just hope that by doing so wouldnt hurt you deeper as time passes, it's not easy for gals to control their emotions afterall. Oh ya, stupid thing to let him cum in you, it's not healthy to eat morning after often, alright? That, you also should come to term with, only allow shoot in when it's between 3rd to 5th day of your mense. Then again, i think you had already know. Oh well, hope that I can see more fun loving entries from now on then.

    Cheers~

     
  • At Wednesday, November 23, 2005 5:12:00 PM, Blogger Devil said…

    disappoint: Let her make her own decision ba, wat's the use of lecturing her? Only herself knows best. She's a gal, it's not that easy for her to let go. She can have sex with other guys but her heart was already lost to Danny. However it's true that it's dangerous, sinking deeper, addicting herself to the pleasure!

    By the way i really dont think he has a gf........., it's more like.....

     
  • At Wednesday, November 23, 2005 5:20:00 PM, Blogger Devil said…

    You do realised that he dont love him, like how you feel for him, right? In the players' World, sex partner should never have too much passionate love for the other. You may care, be concerned, even love a little but not passionate love. While coming to term being his sx partner, try to pull back your feeling for him. Be strong and sensible!

    PS: Sorry for being so long winded.

     
  • At Wednesday, November 23, 2005 6:47:00 PM, Blogger Sex Doll. use me. said…

    hello hazel, hmm, play along then. just don't get hurt. :)

     
  • At Wednesday, November 23, 2005 8:00:00 PM, Blogger Jack said…

    looks like the multi-faceted Gemini is in a dilemma..

     
  • At Thursday, November 24, 2005 11:22:00 AM, Blogger sac said…

    Glad to note you are enjoying the sex. Just be careful you don't get hurt. U need to be clear about the relationship u r having with D.

     
  • At Thursday, November 24, 2005 11:22:00 AM, Blogger sac said…

    btw, loved the pic of your top :) in your previous post

     
  • At Thursday, November 24, 2005 12:55:00 PM, Blogger Loveless Deejay said…

    aiyo hazel... it is ur decision.. just no regrets can liao...

     
  • At Thursday, November 24, 2005 2:43:00 PM, Anonymous Laserhawk said…

    Choose wisely. The choice is yours.

     
  • At Thursday, November 24, 2005 4:30:00 PM, Anonymous reds81 said…

    maybe we should respect wat u chose,but all of us,ur reader,or maybe ur friend,no one would prefer to see u torture urself,coz u have the right to fight for ur happiness,not fight for a tough life,u r a good gal who know how to enjoy ur life,but u juz less how to enjoy ur love,n now is not called for love,u juz stubborn in ur unclearly mind,u think u r love him,actually dis not called dat,u juz not bear to let him go,maybe he is good on bed...i always dream about can fall in love with a gal like u,dats y i feel pain when u said u like under his control...u r a good gal,the one dat i never have a chance,so treasure ur happiness,dun waste on a jerk(sorry with dis word...)

     
  • At Tuesday, November 29, 2005 5:28:00 PM, Blogger Blink said…

    What is going on with u,He reali treat u as a replacement................do u noe that

     

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