AbiLiTy tO cHanGe

Throughout my life, i've met uncountable men -- the gd, the evil, the gd looking, the plain jacks, the brainy ones, air heads etc etc..... what attracts me most many ask--- there are so many guys, why kant ur heart settle for one - - ?

Probably i'm expecting too much hah --

I like men who possesses attitude -- in fact i prefer the typical "BAD" man -- men who some time in my life left a deep impression -- men who broke my heart, make me cry - - yet leave me crawling back to them unconditionally -- why? many have asked? have u no shame? have u no pride? -- why fancy such jerks ?

I've been shaked many times by people arnd me -- hoping to get some sense into me -- but theres this hope i always carry in me that a particular bad man will change for me -- someone who posseses this Hit me yet Love me attitude --

Masochist --?? but i guess most woman would wish to be the person to change their man-- not to a saint -- but at least someone who will appreciate her a little -- just a little --