MerRy XmAs!

Hi guys, thks for the overwhelming wellwishing emails - - no worries, i'm still a live -- very much - -

Yar, i had a enjoyable xmas-- a very sinful one though -- loads of super fattening and alot of greediness resulting in overeating-- well, i cooked 2 out of 3 days -- xmas eve bbq, i brought my spaghetthi and curry along -- xmas day together with my relatives, we cooked up a more chinese new yr then xmas spread-- hah--

as for feelings wise, - - zero-- i chose avoidance -- Danny wasnt persistent -- i guess he is on the verge of giving up too -- i kant make up my mind -- Mr Policeman was sick over the weekend -- he called for company -- but i declined -- he sms me throughout xmas saying that he is very sad and 烦 - - i didnt dare see him-- i'm afraid that i would make decisions that i will regret thereafter -- anyway, xmas for me was damn holly--- haha sexless to say the least --

Neh--

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What have i been occupied with lately - - hmm - - i've been taking my driving lessons as usual- - trying out yoga though-- hope it helps me both mentally and physically --

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My Fav xmas present this yr -- haha-- a see through piece of lingerie -- so kinky haha