VerGe of ExPiRY

I'm confused -- I thought Danny was the only guy that would attract me --

Am damn disappointed that he is ashamed of me -- I've never officially gone out with him b4 -- weird but true -- for the last couple of years, its all so secretive that its getting on my nerves --

Anyway, the wake up call came not too long ago -- from my so called big brother (Mr. Policeman) -- he told me that being a lover, u have to feel loveD when u are with him-- u enjoy time together-- be it a few minutes even -- or wld call or sms each other gdnite etc... u wld think of the other party other then for sexual needs alone --

Ok, i'm alittle spoilt for choice now, cos-- Mr Policeman says he will wanna take Danny's place in my heart -- He will do better then Danny for sure -- Anyway, he want me to join him on a seafood trip to JB tonite ---

Guess what i did -- hah-- I called Danny instead to see if he wanna meet up tonite-- if not -- then wld i proceed with Mr Policeman -- Well, i am staying in s'pore today -- but the sincerity of Mr Policeman seems to have uprooted part of the steadfast feelings i had for Danny throughout the years --

I am still hesitant in letting go -- but might if the offer gets to gd to resist --